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Let me tell ya from someone that is new here too, ok What you're doing is not gonna work. The people here are many, and they are proud of this community. There are doctors, lawyers, judges, and even policemen here and I suspect people here that within a few seconds can find your location IP addy, your host addy, and produce a harassment complaint to your local officials that could result in your loss of online activity, plus an over night sleep over at a different addy all together.
You need to talk to someone face to face that can help you with your emotional problems and the feeling you have when you look in the mirror, because dude, these guys here are NOT to be toyed with; they have a tight neighborhood watch system in place that can and will take care of this community, at YOUR expense.
At the same time if you were for real, you would find a really great group of people here to become friends with. But its apparent thats not why youre here.
Just look at the member list and realize that there are probably at least 100 here that have the ability to legally make your life miserable, and keep you from playing with your computer completely.
Being a script kiddie is in the past. The internet is not a place you can hide anymore; anonomizers and shared IP addys dont hide you anymore. Homeland security has taken care of that so be careful, and spend some time with some people you know instead of disrupting and pissing off some you don't, who you dont want to know in real life...ok?