Thanks for the kind words everyone, I can't even begin to tell you all how much it means to me. Apparently justice wasn't serviced today - I don't understand how a "parent" can be present at a party that they held in their own house with minors and one ends up dead and they're not held responsible for any of it. I spent the day listening to a bunch of teenagers (most of which were related to the parent) give testimony with more holes in it than swiss cheese and the defendant got off without even a slap on the wrist. Part of me thinks that the DA didn't do his job, who knows what it was. It's a blow back but I'm going to keep on keepin' on and take out this frustration on building a deck. I'll still burn on down later for my brother, just not for Justice - I've given up on that system. Thank you all again - after a long day I'm mentally and emotionally drained.